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2012
Hade friluftsdag och åkte pulka, vilket inte var någon höjdare. Delade ut glass i skolan på allahjärtansdag, åkte skridskor, tränade, hade dom bästa syslöjdslektionerna, åt b&j, hade sportlov och åkte in till stan och åt god mat. Minns jag inte helt fel var de också i februari vi sökte gymnasium.
Var på dejt med amanda, åt jädrans massa b&j, kladdkaka och andra onyttigheter. Hade picnick, deltog i en pisa undersökning, var utklädd clown och skolan var allmänt jobbig
Var på bio med mina saknade konfa tjejer, innebandy konfa, kämade på med träningen, var ute och sprang en del, shoppade i uppsala, bestämde mej för att heja på Färjestad och hälsade på nya skolan. spenderade sista april med bl.a louie och sov där.
Startade maj hemma hos louie med att grilla marsmallows, vädret var på topp, hade dansavslutning, var ute och sprang ganska mycket, gick i kyrkan, åt en del onyttigt, drog till göteborg på disco SM, fick våra klasströjor, var ute och åt o bowla med klassen, spenderade en dag överallt och ingenstans med linnea och jag om amanda skaffade nya kompisar.
Var på bio ett antal gånger, njööt av sista tiden som var kvar i 9an och grät i mängder när vi väl slutat. sommarlovet startade och jag hade det helt grymt bra. spelade en del kubb, spenderade massa tid med linnea, blev rädd som aldrig förr och konfirmanderna konfirmerades. tog också farväl till bästavän som som vanligt drog till sin stuga. njöööt av sommarlovet till fullaste alltså.
Var på flera sommarkvällar, var med bästa killkompisen, åt kladdkaka på stranden, drog upp till louies farmor och farfar för en dag. fick veta att jag kom in på mitt förstahandsval, måla om mitt rum, linnea kom hem igen, badade massor, hade en helt underbar kväll på stranden med nea, sparde ut mina naglar. försökte njuta av sommarlovet till fullo helt enkelt.
Drog till örebro och var in i största godis affären någonsin, naglarna fortsatte växa, var beroende av gossip girl och verkligen spenderade sista sommarlovsdagarna till fullo.
Sen var ju augusti en ganska speciell månad med tanke på att jag började gymnasiet, kände att jag hamna helt rätt och i en härlig klass. och ja kom tillbaka till skolan efter ett grymt sommarlov.
kämade på i skolan, tog skolfoto, tränade väldigt mycket, var på släktträff och umgicks med min treming jag inte sett sedan jag var liten, åt mycket onyttigt och var på roliga tävlingar.
Fortsatte kämpa på i skolan, tränade en del, var på fler skit roliga tävlingar, fick hem klasfotot, vann ett case. avslutade oktober med en tjejkväll med alla tjejer från klassen. Gick också bätre resultat mässigt på tävlingarna denna månad. Oktober var en månad med väldigt mycket dans och skola.
Dans tävlingarna blev bara roligare och roligare och jag och hanna var verkligen flumm, firade malin, var på en balett show och jag och louie gjode världens vurpa. Livet rullade på helt enkelt.
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